[KGIII]

what you think about life and purpose and meaning...all the philosophical thing that go through your mind.

I can't answer all of them in one night. That'd take chapters and tens of thousands of words. I've had a lot of fun.

Which leads me to an answer to this portion.

I'm very much a 'without the struggle, there is no struggle' kind of guy. I like to think of myself as being best described as a horrible Buddhist, and certainly not a monk!

However, I differ in some areas. To me, what good is karma if you can't spend it? My atoms will be used again, because that's how the universe works. I will no longer exist, or at least no evidence suggests I will reincarnate. So, I'll just be dead.

That doesn't scare me. I have no fear of death itself. I'd like my death to be quick! I'd like it to be painless! I've had a fun life. I don't regret half the things I should regret. (I dropped those burdens, long ago.)

I guess I can be summed up as knowing I'm human and picking between my desires, with the suffering that comes with it, but I try to do so at a manageable level. I am a human, after all. It is the same reason why I don't fear death itself.