[rudra]

i can be social if i need to. for some occasion or celebration. but i don't like it actually and so i don't do it except when necessary to do it for someone else.
growing up, i was very shy and always kept to myself and books. i still like books. they are like the best thing that happens to me and will keep happening. thank heavens for that endless supply of people with ambitions as writers.

i don't read non-fiction anymore. i mostly read science articles nowadays and good sci-fi books ( culture series was the last good one i read actually).

friends... well.. i am gentle, helpful and friendly. so most everyone likes me. but if friend means one who understands you and you share your inner life with, then i don't.

and i am very happy for it. saves a lot of trouble actually. i have weird thought process, dreams and ambitions in life. mean not normal.

clubbing, loud music and party were never my thing. i can enjoy myself in those. as much one can without drinking etc. but the same dynamics and stories get cliched. yuck