[rudra]

@deanhills
thanks for the suggestion. I know about them. But the thing is I grew up not being able to afford a lot of things i needed (let alone the things I wanted). Some people work hard to drastically change that situation. I went in another direction. I like living a simple frugal life. Cause life as I understand is only once. I do not want to spend a big and prime part of it chasing money and comfort and acceptance and women so I could lose even more time spending them to get my species specific fix of natural neurochemical shots for enjoyment.

I like to read and experience things. Not like to focus or obsess over a single thing (though I am possibly coming to a point where I have witnessed enough of the human condition and may willingly decide to try to obsess over mathematics. But I don't know if and how that will work out, cause I am not quite there yet.)

But thanks.